The Real Me

I'm alive!

2009-05-23T06:59:30Z

I can't believe I havent updated this thing since December of 2007!!! wooow. I ususally only use if for updates on communitites now. Hmmm...well....what to talk about????
I need to figure out where to go for vacation. I'm already going to LA for a little bit, but I need something else.
I've narrowed it down to Canada or Vegas. Opinions? Comments?
Also working is not very fun at all.

P.S. JACOB/BELLA ROCKS!!!!!!! Stephanie Meyer: you were on crack when you wrote Breaking Fail.

Survey time

2008-01-01T02:02:24Z

The Year That Was 2007

age turned this year?: 17 baby!
best memory?: wow...there are so many...probably doing Arsenic and Old Lace, my last year of marching band, and going to Florida with my youth group
worst memory?: breaking my ankle over summer and my grandma dying
did you stay in a relationship?: no relationships =(
great people you met?: i think I met Nastasia this year lol...besides that no one really memorable
longest road trip?: going to Disney World...it is HUGE
best place visited?: Orlando, Florida and Maui
worst place visited?: the hospital and Alta Mesa cemetary
earned any new names?: no
biggest challenge this year?: classes and staying positive
how many moving violations?: none
how many parking tickets did you get?: still working on the permit haha
how many subjects did you take?: 6 during senior year 4 during the second semester of junior year
what were your grades?: ranged from As to Bs
did you moon a cop?: haha no
new best friend?: yeah a few
person you wish you became closer to?: i feel good with all of my friendships
any awards?: nope
did you sleep through your alarm?: yes...many times
did you lose or gain weight?: gained...i seriously need to lose wieght
did you break any bones this year?: YES! my ankle...it hurt
sports played?: marching band...yes its a sport
what do you hope for 2008?: new relationships and friendships, successfulness after I graduate, more self esteem
new love for food?: i started to like korean and thai food this year
kiss anyone?: not yet...still waiting for the perfect someone
dance in the rain?: no but i walked in the rain a lot
have you change?: I've just grown and matured a lot as an individual. but i have become way more outspoken and confident in myself.
how was your birthday?: it was fun. had a pool party and a sleepover. went to the park and got cool gifts. some things werent that great about it but thatll change for my next bday.
any snow this year?: haha no...its the bay area
did you lose any family members?: yes...RIP Grandma
did you disappoint anyone close?: yes but they have been the amazing and forgiven me for my imperfections
did you sleep under the stars?: no but i layed in the grass and watched the stars
pretend to be happy?: yeah the occassion has called for it many times this year
did you keep your new years resolution?: in some ways, but there are still things i want to change about myself
did you leave the country?: nooo...i so want to...another new years resolution
are you moving in the new year?: no
did you lose anything expensive?: no
learn anything new about youreslf?: yes
found out who your true friends were?: they all have their faults, but yes i do know who i can count on depending on the situation
made a change in your life?: yes i would like to think so
did you stay up til sunrise?: almost
do anything you regret?: no regrets
go to any parties?: of course
make much money?: haha not really but im still working on that
did you keep your job?: i have an on and off job
did you attend a funeral?: yes
gain any new family members?: no
get a new car?: i wish
develop any health problems: no thank God
end up in hospital?: yes
attend a concert?: yeah but not a cool one...it was only a band concert at school...i know...lame
travel out of state?: yes
read any books?: too many
sign up to facebook?: yep
eat anything that you never had before?: yes
did anyone develop feelings for you?: not that i know of
attend church?: yep every sunday
favourite day of the year?: the night i went to iHop at 1 Am in Florida with the youth group or the last week of junior year
leas favourite day of the year?: there were a lot but probably the day my grandma died
was 2007 a great year, an average year or a bad year?: I'd say it was one of the best years I've had. there were alot of hard and fun moments, but it is one of the years that i will always remember.

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spuffy_obsessed @ 2007-07-26T19:21:00

2007-07-27T02:34:44Z

Hello all.

Going to Florida tomorrow!!!...with a broken ankle.

But it's all good. I'm gonna have fun and make the most out of it. I can't wait for Disney World. Maybe I'll even see Hannah Montana (joking...cause ewww...Hannah Montana is scary...) I shall miss you my Buffy and Instant Star dvds! I know. I'm a dork.

It's almost the end of July. That's a scary thought. Soon it will be school time. Boo.
I haven't decided about whether doing marching band this year is what I wanna do, especially with my ankle. I guess I'll have to decide eventually. My AP hw continues as well. I finished The Poisonwood Bible and suprisingly I liked it a lot. It's a very good story and you all should check it out if you ever have the time. Sadly I haven't touched my Biology hw yet. I'll have to do that soon.

And wow. Alexz Johnson's song Teach Me How To Love is amazingly beautiful. I can't believe I haven't listened to it before today.

So what's the moral of the story you ask? ...

When you want to go play on the other side of the fence don't jump over it with sandals, just stay and watch Degrassi with Udeme like normal people becuase you are not Buffy The Vampire Slayer.

<33 Heather

spuffy_obsessed @ 2007-05-11T23:46:00

2007-05-12T06:49:48Z

Ap test for US history is over! wahoo. I'm ready to party and sleep a lot this weekend. So many people get back from college this weekend! I'm excited.
I also went to see Footloose tonight. It was a very good musical. The dancing and singing were both pretty cool.
Still reading Grapes of Wrath.....someone kill me. Stupid lit logs.
I can't believe Instant Star has its season finale next week! Makes me sad.
And Gilmore Girls is ending forever this Tuesday. I'm very nostaglic. I still think Jess and Dean should randomly show up out of nowhere that would be amazing.
anyways, im tired. Time to sleep away the weekend.

<33 Heather

spuffy_obsessed @ 2007-03-11T15:07:00

2007-03-11T22:08:42Z

so i watched the lion king today. simba is the cutest thing ever!

back to school tomorrow. =( and its really hot right now...

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spuffy_obsessed @ 2007-02-16T21:52:00

2007-02-17T05:54:47Z

oh my gosh. the season premiere of instant star was AMAZING!!! and the promos are awesome!!! i can't wait!!! i entered the contest thing to in a walk on role on instant star. im just so excited right now. its like having buffy back or something.

im on winter break. wahoo!! lots of relaxation ahead. And two rehearsals for the play im in.
Happy weekend!

<33 heather

spuffy_obsessed @ 2006-12-14T16:18:00

2006-12-14T23:18:57Z

Bleh.

Concert tonight.

Spanish test tomorrow.

Then break!!! *happiness*

I still have to do a lot fo christmas shopping.

Tomorrows a mini day...so school only goes till 10 ish. Thats awesome.
hmm..what else....im just happy its break soon! one week from tomorrow till you're back alison!

i guess thats it. ciao! i leave you with this survey thingy....

1.how many seasons have you seen of buffy?
all seven

2.Who is your favorite main character?

Buffy

Xander

Willow

Anya

Spike

Dawn

Giles

Answer: Spike, closely follwed by Anya

3.Who is your favorite major supporting character?

*at least 5 episodes

Joyce Summers

Harmony

Jenny Calender

Principal Snyder

Jonathan

Larry

Faith

Percy

Professor Walsh

Forrest

Graham

Tara

Ben

Answer: Faith, closely folloed by Tara

4.Who was the best seasonal villain?

The master and the Annointed One

Spike and Drusilla

Angelus

Mr. Trick

The Mayor and Faith

Adam

Glory and her Minions

Answer: Glory, closely followed by Angelus

5.Who is your favorite one-shot baddy?

Gaknar, The Fear Demon

6.who do you prefer?

Angel

Angelus

Answer: Thats hard Angelus is sexier so Im gonna go with Angelus. lol.

7.Who was more overblown?

The Annointed One

The Judge

Answer: The Annointed One

8. Which departed main character do you miss the most?

Cordelia

Angel

Oz

Riley

Answer: Cordelia

9.Which was your favorite episode?

The Musical, closely followed by Graduation Day Part 1 and 2

10.Which was your least favorite episode?

Same Time, Same Place

11.What dearly departed do you miss the most?

Tie between Tara and Cordelia

12.What was your favorite plot twist?

The last 5 episodes of season six

spuffy_obsessed @ 2006-12-06T19:21:00

2006-12-07T02:21:40Z

Ten favorite characters
1. Spike (Buffy)
2. Faith {Buffy}
3. Anya (Buffy)
4. Xander {Buffy} Cordelia {Angel}
5. Cordelia(Buffy/Angel)
6. Buffy {buffy}
7. Jayne {Firefly}
8. Wesley {Buffy/Angel}
9. Kaylee {Firefly}
10. Tara {Buffy}

Ten favorite quotes (of the moment)
1. “Five by Five.” –Faith, says it almost in every episode she’s in
2. “A cramp. In your pants?” –Tara, Older and Far Away
3. “Is anybody there?” *River’s head pokes out* Is anybody else there!?-Jayne, Firefly
4. Xander: "The band. Yeah. They're great. They march."
Willow: "Like an army. Except with music instead of bullets, and... usually no one dies."- Band Candy
5.“Me neither. Desde abajo te devora.” “It eats you starting with your bottom.” (Jonathan and Andrew, Conversations with Dead People)
6.“Your logic does not resemble our earth logic.” “Mine is much more advanced.” (Buffy and Xander, The Wish)
7. Faith: "You think you matter, you think you're a part of something and you get dumped. It's like the whole world is moving and you're stuck. It's like those animals in the tar pits. It's like you just keep sinking a little deeper everyday and no-one even sees."-This Year’s Girl
8. “Angel's lame. His hair sticks straight up and he's bloody stupid.”-Buffybot, Intervention
9. “I feel used and violated. And I need a lozenge.”– Andrew, Touched
10. “You listen to me. I’ve been alive a bit longer than you and dead a lot longer than that. I’ve seen things you couldn’t imagine and done things I’d prefer you didn’t. I don’t exactly have a reputation for being a thinker. I follow my blood which doesn’t exactly rush in the direction of my brain so I make a lot of mistakes. A lot of wrong bloody calls. A hundred plus years and there’s only one thing I’ve ever been sure of. You. Hey, look at me. I’m not asking you for anything. When I say I love you, it’s not because I want you, or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and your strength. I’ve seen the best and the worst of you and I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You are a hell of a woman. You’re the one, Buffy.”-Spike, Touched

Five best fight scenes
1. Buffy final fight {Chosen, buffy}
2. Buffy/Faith fight {Graduation Day Part 1, Buffy}
3. Buffy/Spike fight {Smashed, Buffy}
4. River {end of Serenity}
5. Buffy/Angel fight {Becoming Part 2, buffy}

Seven favorite songs/scores
1. Sacrifice {Buffy, The Gift}
2. Rest In Peace {Spike, OMWF}
3. Final Fight long version {Buffy, Chosen}
4. I’ll Never Tell {Anya and Xander, OMWF}
5. I’m Under Your Spell/ Reprise {Tara and Giles, OMWF}
6. Where Do We Go From Here? {Buffy and everyone, OMWF}
7. Angel theme song

Five OTPs
1. Buffy/Spike-{Buffy}
2. Anya/Xander-{Buffy}
3. Willow/Tara-{Buffy}
4. Cordelia/Angel-{Angel}
5. Fred/Wesley-{Angel}

Four favorite villains
1. Glory (Buffy season 5)
2. The Nerds {Buffy season 6}
3. Spike, Drusilla, Angelus-{Buffy season 2}
4. Wolfram and Hart {most of Angel}

Four favorite minor characters
1. Andrew (buffy seasons 6-7, Angel season 5)
2. Harmony {Buffy season 1-5, Angel season 5}
3. Tracey (Firefly, The Message)
4. Lindsey McDonald {Angel season 1,2,5}

Four best crying episodes/scenes
1. Spike’s Speech to Buffy– {Touched, Buffy}
2. The Gift-{Buffy}
3. Your Welcome-{Angel}
4. Tara’s Death {Seeing Red, buffy}

Two worst cliffhangers
1. The end of Angel-[Not Fade Away, angel}
2. tara and buffy get shot-{end of seeing red, buffy}

One favorite story arc
1. Spike’s Story arc

spuffy_obsessed @ 2006-10-23T21:50:00

2006-10-24T04:55:37Z

When your mom stays home from work for the day thats supposed to be a good thing right? Wrong. She's been hounding me ever since I got home. Your fat, do your hw, stop staying up, get off the computer,blah blah blah blah blah. Its so annoying!! ahhhh! someone save me! *sigh*

It's homecoming week. Big whoop. I hate homecoming week. It just means a long parade to do afterschool, a rally in the morning,and a boring football game at night. Followed by a show and practice on Satruday. I'm seeing a pattern in my life. just had to complain for a little bit. But compared to starving kids in Africa I'm fine. I think i got a B in physics H which makes me sad. oh well....evil mr mcCrystal. i guess I should do my hw now before my mom kills me. Hope everyones doing well. This is a rare ocassion since i like never use this. So yah, enjoy it, or not. lol.

<33 Heather

spuffy_obsessed @ 2006-08-14T22:22:00

2006-08-15T05:26:45Z

OMG...band camp is so tiring. i swear. im gonna frekin fall out from exhaustion and keeping up a little bitty 1 pound instrument for 8 hours. lol. ok...i know...im pathetic. and i would die if i had to hold up anything other than a flute. two more days guys!!! i can do it! and then theres school on the 22nd! yay??? lol. still working on evuil apush. hopefully ill finish sometime soon. thats all for now. ciao!

<333 Heather

spuffy_obsessed @ 2006-07-11T13:54:00

2006-07-11T20:58:12Z

Seriously havent posted in forever again. Soooo its summer. pretty cool i guess. Went shopping with rikki on sunday. that was fun. Ive been watching buffy season seven. soooo cool!!! I have to start my APUSH paper soon. Its due on friday. ewww. Hopefully ill be seeing pirates of the carribean 2 tomorrow with cat. So everythings good. I'm crossing m ingers for the job at Target. My interview is soon. Wish me luck! lol. So yah....i'm up to date with my life on here. Talk to u all later! Ciao!

TADAAAAAAAA

2006-01-31T01:48:56Z

hey guys! Man i havent used this thing since august! haha. probably cause i didnt have friends on here but now i do so i guess illstart updating a little bit. haha. so yah..pretty bored. i hate mondays...*sigh* save me from my boring classes!......guess ill just have to watch buffy! muhahaha! ciao!

~Heather~

Yay!

2005-06-28T00:59:41Z

Wahoo! I have a livejournal! Dont really need it but I have to for spuffyverse reasons. I might be doing a fic over there soon..hopefully! *wishes* Special thanks to http://users.cwnet.com/shoshana/icons.html for my buffy icon and http://www.prophecy-girl.net/spuffy/index2.html for my layout!!! Lets pray I can remember to use this siote. lol. I had an awesome b day yesterday! Got my hair streaked with blonde highlights. Awesomeness!!! Pretty much it...so yah..Choooow everyone!